I'm leaving Saturday to go to TN for final preparations. The house is a wreck. Everything I need to scattered everywhere. My car is a mess. My meeting today was a bit frustrating. The outfit I constructed for the BBQ is a bit too Lolita-ish so now I'm worried about the ceremony outfit. I might need to tone down the "fabulous" factor. I feel like my ballroom dancing isn't going well enough. I don't think I'll be ready to go Saturday morning. It isn't all falling apart or anything, but it's not going to be done the way I wanted it to be, specifically leaving a clean house.